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That's how many days it's been since the doctor said
I was completely clear of my cancer.
It's funny, when I first got the diagnosis,
all I could think about were all the things
that I hadn't done.
Skydiving, flying in a hot air balloon over Turkey,
seeing the pyramids.
Then, suddenly, you beat it, and you tell yourself you're going to do all of these things,
but you don't.
Not enough money, can't take time off work, etc.
You fall back into the same routine, like it never even happened.
But things did change, and a near-brush with death never really affects just you.
It affects those around you as well.
I noticed the change in her the first day.
It was slow, gradual, but it grew every day.
I felt her pulling away.
The day that I got the call that I was announced cancer-free, you might as well have told her
that I was the finalist of the National Poker Championship.
Unfazed, uninterested, detached.
It was almost like she wasn't my wife anymore.
She was an empty shell of who my wife used to be.
To be honest, I'd resent me too.
But lately I've started wondering how much longer we can keep on living like this.
Hello beautiful! I hope you're hungry. I made your favorite.
I wish you would have told me. I grabbed something at the cafeteria after my shift.
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